Random things on my mind in just the past few minutes

So right now I'm getting ready to go to Wal-mart (which is another company I hate) but they are cheap and I'm poor so yeah, plus they have more stuff than what I needed to get at Raleys (very rarely do I go to Wal-mart to food shop, I mainly go to Raleys that's right THERE next to me, but I'm making an exception this once) and possibly a Rave out in Galt tonight with some friends?

(Trying on clothes at Love Culture)

I alsooo had fun on Kazumi's birthday this past Monday :] Her aunt paid for me to get my eyebrows threaded after I unsuccessfully tried to get them waxed all week! (The lady by my work wasn't there). We also had Chucks, went to Arden Fair Mall, Chick-Fil-A, World Market and Sky High Sports!

I'm playing Ragnarok again! The server was DDOS attacked but I got my levels back and farmed most of my shit back already. I also paid for a Fallen Angel Wing with a donation. Yeah, I'm sad spending money on a virtual game but people do that on Gaia, people do that on League of Legends. I have spent more on LoL and I don't even play!!!

I need to make loading screens for the server and need to stop being lazy about it. I have till the 14th ahh. I have 2 days left of Vacation.

Lets make AWESOME happen!

Kazumi and I saw Wreck it Ralph and it's a great movie! Oh man I loved the video game references, I loved (spoilers) Sonic talking about how to be safe on the screens in Game Central Station in his actual voice/style. The plot twist was cool xD I wanna see it again.

Then yesterday Kazumi and I went to Ono Hawaiian BBQ and walked around Trinity Parkway for a bit. I bought some comfy slippers at Bed Bath and Beyond and weighed myself on all the scales and realized I'm getting fat haha so I needa work on my diet. But other than that, nothing much to buy cause I'm trying not to spend anything with major purchases up ahead. Though it would be really cool to have a Rattlesnake statue hold a bottle of Vodka or something for me ;D

Woo Happy V for Vendetta day, well that was yesterday now. But Eddy asked me to be his date to the Halo 4 launch and I don't play Halo but I love Gamestop midnight launches and games in general so why not? I'm so glad I went because Eddy and I ended up doing the Gangnam Style dance that the DJ blasted and I even crawled underneath Eddy as he pelvic thrusted for the elevator scene so Selena gave him a shirt and I got tattoos. 

Then after dancing and tweeting to the DJ for a few hours, they held a Gangnam Style dance competition in the parking lot. I actually tried to follow the dances that I could remember in time to the music in my head but Eddy and I worked together and we won the Halo 4 digital countdown display :] and several guys were asking Eddy about the poster in line and he was like "I won it cause of her" pointing at me. Awww <3

So no Halo 4 game for me but Eddy gave me his shirt of it. I had lots of fun.

I'm doing a raffle on FB to give away a gigantic 5 lb Hershey's Chocolate bar. Just felt like doing a lil contest or something when I saw that, actually Kazumi pointed the Hershey bar out at K-mart and took a pic of me with it. That thing is huge and 12000 calories. I wouldn't even TRY to eat it. It's just amazing.

So I'm giving one or two of these chocolate bars away as a Christmas gift when I do the raffle in a few days and I'll record the names going into a bowl and the drawing so it's not like rigged or anything.

Voting tomorrow. I'm voting for Obama because Romney is an idiot. And no on prop 32. That's about all I know.

Don't be drunk enough to step over the gate. What?

I had fun river rafting last Saturday on the American River :]

We all ate at Chick-Fil-A afterward, though I assure you, it has nothing to do with what's going on with Chick-fil-a in the news. That place is just really delicious!

Plan to go rafting again with my boyfriends family on the 26th at a different river, the day after I come back from my vacation!

Tomorrow I gotta drop by S-mart and make sure I'm on vacation, get my plane ticket for North Carolina, then Edwin and I will check out a new-ish shop in Manteca called 'Gamers Path' and head to the movie theater, then go on a picnic at Oak Grove!

Saturday, The Hunger Games comes out so after work, Kazumi and I are gonna watch it!

Partay at JEELZ

I have so much to catch up on as of late. 

I feel spoiled lately cause well my bestie got me a Sailor Saturn shirt from Hot Topic.

 And Eddy randomly dropped by one day outside my house and gave me L.A Noire after I said i was gonna buy it the day before plus a dvd and some tokidoki figures. I really wanna finish L.A Noire when I find the time, it's a great game!

Kate had her birthday on the 14th and we all played Apples to Apples & Rockband.

Then this past weekend I spent the night at Jill's on Friday night after i got off work and stayed there till Monday morning. I fell asleep watching Pokemon white movie while laying against Eddy. On Saturday I helped Eddy and Mark clean the hot tub and went to shower afterward. Somehow I felt really sick right afterward. Eddy found me ibuprofen and opened all the windows and turned on the fans and kept holding me, trying to make me feel better. When he left the room, I finally went and puked in Aaron's toliet and I instantly felt better lol;; then I had a headache and laid around for awhile.

My headache persisted until the party started that night and went away after my first shot of Vodka. I bought a bottle of Smirnoff Whipped Cream Vodka at Save mart. Everyone really liked that stuff and it went fast! Eddy mixed it in with Cherry Vanilla Pepsi next and it was really good! 

I felt like I really connected with Michie and Michelle and some others and they told me what they had thought of me the last few years and what I was going through and how well I learn stuff on my own after struggling through hardships. And how much of a good friend I am to them. Maybe it was the alcohol talking but that night, it felt like a lot of people really cared for me, much more than I really ever expected them to.

I close everyday this week at Slavemart. I don't really care though. I rushed to Wal mart tonight after work to get dye because my hair roots bother me so much!

I should start on dyeing my hair now at 1:30am cause I have to be up at 7am and Im driving everyone to Six Flags Vallejo tomorrow from Hayward. I hope we can get there when it opens at 10:30 and stay till 8pm.Then Chick-Fil-A afterward.

Healing scars with my guitar

Last week, I went to downtown Sac to hang out with my friend Cory You. We met on the Fanime forums/Myspace years ago but never took the time to actually hang out. So Cory showed me all the little weird shops in Downtown Sacramento.

We visited a shop that was kinda like Rasputin but more expensive lol

An oddly colored vintage thrift store

 That had a bunch of Rainbow Brite stuff xD

We also went to Arden Fair mall and Forever 21 in Roseville.

We visited Urban Outfitters and made fun of how expensive some t-shirts were for "hipster" designs. Then Cory and I went to his apartment and he made me one of those similar designs on Photoshop for me:

Then he got me addicted to Grimes and Empire of the Sun's odd music and I went home about 2am xD

A few nights later, Edwin randomly messaged me and asked me what kinda pizza I wanted, then took me to see Snow White. Except I chose to see Avengers for the second time (still not in 3D though xP). 

A night or so later after I got off work, we went bike riding. I took the lead and we biked around Spanos Park, although I told him to make sure that I wasn't leading us into the more ghetto area's haha. Then we went to the park and swung on the swings and talked. Then a Domino's car came by and his coworkers delivered us Pasta and desserts. It was delicious. Then we just sat on the benches talking until the sprinklers came on and tried to spray us. Then we gazed at the stars.

On Sunday, Edwin took me to Buffalo Wild wings (first time I'd eaten there) and I pwned on BlackJack. Cause that's like the only card game I really like.

Kazumi, Kate and I booted up Pokemon Stadium on N64, the other day. It was sweet! ;D

And I have 3 day off in a row so I'm relaxing. My shoulders and pecs are really sore from the gym! I need to start getting ready to go to my coworkers last day party tonight and buy some drinks.

Meet me out in Space!

Yesterday, after getting off work at 3, I got Kazumi and I some David's Pizza and we ate at her work at Bear Creek High School in a diner room. She then took me on a golf cart tour of the school. Haha my phone messes up when converting the files but it made it funnier:

Then afterward, I went to Tracy and Jill and all of us piled into Prizm and headed to Wingstop which is right next to the Save Mart store I originally was hired/worked at. I had Teriyaki and Lemon pepper boneless wings <3 They were delish!

Then back at the house, we took some shots and played some games. Jill, Meg and I all took turns playing on my LoL account. But I was pretty much too drunk to really play. Meg, Aaron and I passed out on the couch later and I went to sleep about 4:30am. Then I woke up at 6am and couldn't fall back asleep and got ready and headed back to Stockton, straight to work jajaja.

I'm working at a different Save Mart tomorrow/for the week. I'm excited for a change of scenery xD

Fanime in 6 days!

The Only Constant is Change

BT was pretty sweeet on Friday night. After a nice pedicure, manicure and doing errands, Kayla and I got to SF around 6, and then went & ate at a pizza slice place and walked around the SF mall. Then we went to Ruby Skye about 9 and got in pretty easily.

It was dead in there at first. After Kayla and I sat around a bit, we went to the front of the stage and some drunk girl invited us to dance and asked us questions. It was pretty loud in there with the opening DJ, so I thought she was asking if I was high and Kayla said in the bathroom that she was asking if we liked guys xP and this same drunk girl tried to get us to dance with some guy like twice our age. Fuck that lol and then we had another older asian girl hitting on us and wanted to buy us a drink and gave us gum. She asked me why I wasn't dancing to the first DJ and I'm like "I'm saving my energy for BT" and she hella laughed and said I was hella funny, but I was being dead serious. I would only come to this club to see BT.

Of course the opening dj plays for like 4 hours, so I was tired by the time BT got on stage but it was worth it cause BT was amazing! And he's so much hotter in real life ;D The moment felt surreal. So after he played Laptop Symphony, Kayla and I weren't sure if he was gonna come back on stage but we went upstairs and they seemed to be kicking people out so we left. BT tweeted soon afterward so we were glad we got out of there. 

Oh and during that whole concert I was craving a Red Bull, but I didn't wanna pay an outrageous price for one. Seeing BT drink a Red Bull at times on stage didn't help either lol so I went by Food 4 Less after we got back to Stockton just to get a cold Red Bull. 

I then went to Kazumi's house to spend the night and we just chilled all day the next day and watched tv and movies lol I'm glad for relaxing days like that.

The Internal Locus

Double Chocolate Chip muffins taste so effing good!

Soo, taking a break from a relationship. I'm just gonna focus on me and have fun.

Though I am going to a BT show on the 9th with Kazumi! It's at a club in SF, so i have to dress nicely ;D

Finding the right shoes may be a pain lol It's already proving to be.

I also gotta work on art.

Yesterday, I went shopping with Kazumi and I bought some new clothes. The hoodie has headphones that are built into the strings that you can wash. The cord for the MP3 player it connects to is in the pocket. I hope the zipper doesn't break on this hoodie, like the majority of my zip up hoodies xD

So the other night, I saw some "bronies" at my work. Yes, guys my own age talking about My Little Pony FiM. Such a manly show right?

This dream will last forever. This dream will never die.

Purikura with my besties at the beginning of my last Vacation.

So how is everyone? I can't exactly say how the New Year is turning out so far, it's been a mix of up's and downs. I am however looking forward to my Birthday next Tuesday on the 24th! I'll be 24. Jajaja. I don't look 24 right? I get that comment all the timeeee.

Robby bought me a supposed Japan Exclusive Hello Kitty bag from The San Francisco mall when we took a trip up there last Monday. I lurves it. <3 It has side pockets for holding water bottles ;D and a pouch inside for money.

I'm enrolled in Art and I can't wait to start drawing again. I used to draw all the time but I haven't in ages. I'll probably upload my works this semester here. I need to go get my sketch book :] Perhaps a trip to Office Max on break at work tonight.

New Years went well, I went to Kate's house for tacos and gift exchange and then we went to Wal-mart at like 1:30 in the morning. Also been helping Kazumi paint her new room out in Lodi xD

I've been collecting Pokemon cards again. I had stopped right around after Neo Genesis came out so I have a lot of sets to catch up on & learning about. Right now I'm mostly buying cards of my most favorite Pokemon on ebay haha soo bad. >_>

But I want as many cards as I can get. I'll probably head to Grapevine tonight and see what they have there and visit Kazumi at her work.

Bitter sweet or faded ♠

Christmas went well for me. What did I get? Well, 2 Target gift cards, some little things here and there from Bath & Body, an iChi straightener, Pokemon cards, a friendship bracelet making book/kit and a Fujifilm T130 Digital Camera. 

I went over to my boyfriends house that day early in the morning and he helped me cook a breakfast consisting of eggs, bacon and french toast. :3 and later his family hosted a small party with a yummy dinner x3 I love cornbread stuffing!

Kazumi went with me  to Target on Wednesday and I spent my gift cards on Cookies and Pokemon cards jajaja.. Kazumi is moving soon  :[ and I have Bun Bun for now.

You take me to a place where my senses gave way.

Time flies by. I saw Miyavi live last Thursday at Slims. I was glad to see him finally in person for once. His style and music has changed a lot, I liked his older music better and I was obsessed with him as a junior in High school. Non the less, the concert was quite awesome and it's great to hear him speak personally about his life & interact with his fans.

Kazumi and I went to Japan Town that day and we got to SF and Slims ok but got lost looking for Japan Town. Finally a guy at a gas station pointed us out where to go. I was surprised to see all the new shops in JP town and we ate at Mifune and Kazumi bought me an Entei figure. (which I still owe her for lul) There's so many shops in JP Town I want to come back to!

Entei devoured my Katsu Don =/

Then the next day, I went back to S.F again! Except this time with Robby & his family. We ate at Benihana which was across from where I ate the night before. It tasted exactly like Domo's lol; & I hit up Daiso for a few items xP

The Airborne Toxic Event was awesome! Robby and I were in front and Anna even gave Robby her glass she was drinking from when she first came on stage. They sang Goodbye Horses to me ;O and I got a free poster after ward.

Other than that, I've been working out a lot! Since I joined the Quail Lakes gym and try to go every night I can after work. My body is starting to feel different in a good way. I'm also trying not to eat late and trying not to consume too much sugar, calories and eat healthier. I've been eating hella oatmeal and banana's and it's pretty good :3 Still taking my protein when I can.

Most of my coworkers say I'm really skinny and I don't need to loose weight. I'm not really concerned with my weight.  I'm concerned with getting rid of my muffin top and stomach fat (body fat percentage), fitting my jeans better and just feeling better overall. And exercising is good for you, good for health, it's been releasing endorphins so after work I forget about all the bad stuff that happened earlier as I exercise to my music.

I got a bunny! :3

Kazumi and I adopted it from Discount Pets. We saw it and fell in love with it instantly. Soo cute, it looks like a little llama lol such soft fur! (we rescued it from a horrible cage! Flies everywhere x_X)

I think it's a Lionhead breed. It's both of ours. So she'll have it for awhile and then I will xD

I wanna tame it and teach it tricks n_n I wanna carry it around in a handbag like the women that carry their toy dogs around in lol

I call it "bunny" I wanna name it Cinnabun x3 but idk.

The same I always was...

Thursday, the 16th I went to see The Airborne Toxic Event in Sacramento. It was probably the best concert I've been to in my life. I got there early and waited for Robby to be done with orientation at Sac State. He got there right in time, before the band jumped out of a van and greeted us early fans a few hours before the show, we even got to snap some pictures! :]

The show was amazing, the singer shared a lot of personal experiences from writing his songs, he messed with the Ace of Spades staff and sprayed us with champagne standing on the top speaker. Anna crowd surfed and shook our hands at the end. They had a really looong encore. Even the opening band Voxhaul Broadcast was awesome!

The first song I heard from the Airborne Toxic Event was Sometime around Midnight. I also like the song "changing" and several other songs as well. <3 and I saw them once before at San Jose State University event arena but it wasn't as personal interaction there.

Saturday, I drove up with Kayla to Kintoki con. We checked into the hotel and went around the con, visiting the dealers room and artist alley. We played DDR for a bit in one of the random rooms they had off to the side. We got invited to a party but went and saw Moonstream instead which had a few good songs. 

 Kazumi threw a book at me :[ lol

The next day we were sad to leave the comfy hotel beds but went to Jim-Denny's hamburger grill after tediously trying to find a Bank of America and then hit up Raging Waters. Omg that place is Water World from my childhood! But yet modified. We went down several slides and I went down the slide that was like a half pipe, man that was steep! I squealed sliding down on the innertube xD

Kayla and I loved the purple slide cause it was dark and twisty but the green open slide was really twisty and I'd always fall off at the end lulz

Robby pretty much described my day after work:

Looking forward to more water park madness next month hopefully :3

Was it a dream?

The power went out at work tonight. Ahh yes, it was amazing. But then I was shortly off after wards.

Tomorrow will be my last day to pull out weeds for my vegetables and final grade. Kazumi helped me yesterday and I'm gonna see how much the weeds have grown in 2 days. Lol

I need to gather my work to put together my notebook. This long semester is finally starting to conclude!

Kazumi got me into the anime Nana. So I plan to get all comfy tonight and watch that in bed ;O

Black Ops double experience is this weekend + new maps.

I needa see Tony again about my tattoo xP prolly won't get it till early June/vacation time?

So take me back in time, to another world.

Soo Kayla made me a much better Tiger design.

I'm gonna take that to Tony tomorrow and I would get it exactly the way it is, but we needa figure out a color scheme and then I have to save money to get it @_@

Yesterday I went up to the mountain area with Kayla and her family, watched her aunt get married and we hung out in a tent while it rained a lot. I got a foxy tail ^^ 

We went to Denny's later on, Kayla's brother had the Bacon Sundae X_X

Vlog >_> 

I'm exhausted lately haha but I've been excited for the upcoming month. Only 11 out of 60 math hw's left! The semester is coming to a close soon. I'll take an English class over Summer school I suppose and maybe a criminal justice course if I feel like it?

Applying to schools on August 1st if the state budget allows it. All I have to take next semester is my final math and basically any art class. Also plan to take weight training with Kayla to get more in shape. I felt like I rushed getting out of weight training in the past, but this time I wanna stay and use the full time to gain muscle.

My work out plan for the summer includes DDR! xD I need to look for a small nice bike.

I don’t miss him, I miss who I thought he was.

xD I got a postcard from Chico State. Its pretty (well the top part is)

Thursday night, I started my Karate class, it was fun. I was introduced to everyone-they were all friendly and had strong confident handshakes. I trained with a brown belt lady, learning the 5 basic moves for white belt. She enjoyed training me because I learn fast.

After work yesterday, I went to Kazumi's and took her with me when I signed up for Karate for two months. We went to Sakura and I got some Calpico and creamy pan bread's. Later on, we took a run to Colonial Heights and waited forever to use the swing set cause baseball kids had already occupied them right as we got there. I bought a new overhead light for Prizm in the mean time. Once we got to the swing set, it was dark and the swings were really squeaky x_X so we went back home and Kazumi retook her math test again and we just hung out.

Okamiden finally shipped so I guessed the waiting game paid off. I can't wait to play it, even though I know I need to work on math. Math which I'm about to start right now. xP Less than two more months and hopefully I'll never have to look at Algebraic equations the same way for the rest of my life.

I need to learn how to tie my uniform lol.

Go insane, go insane.

After Plant Sci class, I got to Kayla's house and ordered a waffle to go, and didn't eat it till after we spent over an hour pulling out the weeds growing on my vegetable row up in Manteca that I needed to weed out  for  my grade in Plant Sci. My kale didn't grow so I hope I don't get docked for just pulling all the weeds up in that area.

 Big thanks to Kayla for helping me get rid of all those weeds!

There was a weed that stung! And I ended up getting sunburned.

We went to Chucks, their hamburgers are always good :3 and went to Best Buy so she got Tron which we watched on Blu-Ray. So beautiful that movie is. Best OST, good visuals. My eyes kinda trip out sometimes watching it.

I almost kept falling asleep on Kazumi's bed xP after Tron was over. 

I wanna take Karate. Honestly, I've always wanted to take Karate since I was little or some kind of Martial Arts science but my parents put me in Gymnastics from 3-6th grade instead. Gymnastics was cool but I quit in 6th grade because they wouldn't let me advance past level 3 and also because all the girls were getting really preppy and I didn't fit in.

I think Karate would help to get my mind off things, help me work out more, relieve stress and build confidence. So I'm gonna call around Stockton tomorrow, I think I already found the place I may like with a free trial class so we'll see...

Kazumi's Birthday was awesome! I picked up Kate and we met at Domo's Japanese Restaurant, I ordered Chicken Teriyaki and the guy cooked delicious food in front of us :3 and afterward we went Cosmic Bowling.

I went bowling once before in my life around 7th grade, but not really cause I didn't really play then (we went on a field trip and had gutter lane bumpers), so this felt like the first time I ever went bowling and I SUCKED lol 

Kazumi kept saying stuff about touching sweaty balls.

But I still had lots of fun, and Kazumi and I tried to play a sad Pump It Up machine with only 3 songs and we were confused cause it's not DDR, especially with that "STOMP" in the middle. I also spent hella money on temporary tattoos lol

We also went to Wal mart. Maaan I wanna have a room of play balls someday! I bought more pony beads to make kandi type bracelets and we all made our own.

Out of your way, I could do this right.

The past two days Kazumi and I have hanged out. 

 Samie is such a cute dog :3

Yesterday we went on a road trip x3

First we stopped at Butcher Shoppe in Lodi and got delicious sandwiches then ate them near Camanche Dam.
Then we went to Hogan Lake and tried to play Badminton but it was too windy!

We went by Angel's Camp and we stopped at the Stories in Stones store-which I always enjoyed going to when it used to be up in Murphy's when I went to my Grandma's house. 

Kazumi helped me pick out a pair of bookshelf ends. I don't exactly have a bookshelf to put them on yet but I will in the future ;D They are pretty paperweights for now. 

The store has a really cool stone that has water that's been inside it for millions of years.

We also went on a bunch of back roads and  saw large rocks walls that had been blasted with dynamite. Kazumi and I once again played Badminton. We played better but at the same time, we bought a really cheap set from Wal mart so there's no springs for the birdie to be hit efficiently.

It was nice to just get out into nature and smell the fresh air and a fun day overall n_n