And I don't know what you want from me, but I don't wanna be perfect anymore...

 Does my mom not know how hard it was just to transfer to Stockton S-mart from Tracy Savemart? And that's closeby.

I'll try to transfer anyways.

I should take a road trip up to Chico sometime xD!

Time to study for Plant Science midterm next Tuesday.

♫And I how miss someone to hold, when hope begins to fade...

I only applied to SJSU this past Fall and I have small hopes of getting in. =/

They only accept full upper division transfers and I won't have my upper math done by then. And on top of that, now they only accept students from the Santa Clara county area.

So if I get accepted, awesome. If not, I'm giving up my dream of becoming a Spartan.

This whole afternoon I've been looking up stuff on Sac State's website. The newspaper said legislature is pushing Sac state to accept more students and students who go to Delta have a high chance of going there. 

So my plan for next Fall is applying to Sacramento with a Criminal Justice major.

My other choice is Chico state with a Psychology major.

I can go into law enforcement with pretty much any bachelors degree according to the experts.. 

I hope I get into some 4 year school. By the time I apply for more schools next Fall, I'll be full upper division. And I'll be 500x more confident        :]

monokuroomu.

... o

Random Confessions:

People who walk slow, really really annoy me. Like ok, fine, you have nothing important to do or no where to be but I have somewhere to be and a life and if you and your friends are walking in front of me down some aisle in a grocery store or in front of me at Delta or the mall and there's a ton of space in front of you and I can't squeeze by you or go around you, then I tend to get pissy xD I like to walk fast most of the time.

Gamerscore and seeing your friends online on Xbox Live made gaming more exciting but also made me dislike gaming more at the same time. Now on any console I expect to see friends online but that's not the case...

I grew up with trance/techno, electronica and ambient sounds, thanks to my brother so those genre's of music will always stick with me n__n

Avenged Sevenfold is my boyfriends favorite band and one of my favorite bands.  I didn't automatically like A7X right away.  I had already stored all of A7X music in my iriver and I'd always skip their songs at first cause I didn't feel like listening to them. Then walking to the bus stop one day, my iriver was about to die and I knew if I lit up the screen to change the song, the battery would die. So I walked to 'a little piece of heaven' and thought...'this is really catchy.' I listened to it all and my iriver died. Then i couldn't wait to get home so I could listen to it again and eventually other songs and that was when I started to really like Avenged Sevenfold. :] I've seen them in concert twice, almost three times.

I love being creative, doing art and drawing! I HATE art classes most of the time. I don't mind having guidelines for a project but I just hate being demanded to draw something by a deadline and having it graded so harshly when I just like to do my own thing, in my own time and it comes out a lot better than what I had to make in class.

^Not to brag but for example, I'm supposedly so good at art, that in Art 2, I was put straight into AP art and I had a crazy teacher who demanded I make 35 high quality art pieces by May for the AP test. Ugh.

5 hour energy's make me hyper and happy. No energy drink can do that and no other food has done that to me. I can be REALLY EFFING LOUD and off the wall on a 5 hr so i try to drink them on the days where I'm just worn out and still gotta work. I would drink them more often but I don't wanna grow immune to them.

I have tried every flavor of Vitamin water, the only one I can not stand is the Acai blueberry.

Tigers are my favorite animal and I plan to get a tiger tattoo soon as my first tat.

Berlin Wall is my favorite map on Black Ops.

My favorite Pokemon has to be Arcanine or Growlithe. Others I really like are Pikachu, Entei and Espeon. And that new crocodile with the sunglasses.

I blame our current economy on almost everything money related or job related.

I really wish that Imag-E could be a manga or anime. It would prolly be like 80 books long and a huge Dvd box set.

After being at Delta for god knows how long, I am actually enjoying Delta more now than ever (I still wanna leave it though but I enjoy learning more now) and just this past year, i actually see myself able to transfer soon instead of just loosely hoping to do so.

I love animals! I hella want a Pomeranian, Balinese cat, German Shepherd, Fennec Fox, Ferret or a hedgehog, those glow in the dark tetra fish and several other cute animals though prolly not all at the same time lol; Even though I really love tigers, I'm not gonna be one of those stupid people who live in a house and try to keep one illegally as a pet and end up getting mauled by it like the people on Animal Planet.

The past couple Thursday nights, I have been snuggling up with Robby and we watch Jersey Shore. YES, I know that show is stupid but idk can't help but watch this season of it. Snooki is my favorite, only because she is so dumb.

I feel like I will never be a complete person till I'm completely out on my own, supporting my own self for every little thing I do. Even though I have a job and a car and pay my own bills and buy my own food, clothes, gas, anything I need basically and even though I go to school and pay for that and have a sweet boyfriend and the awesomest best friend, I still feel like I'm not as far as I should be in life.

Valentines.

Tonight I work 5-9. Do not want!

I'm waiting for it to rain, so I can get my free car wash. Prizm-my car, needs to be washed badly and vacuumed so I'll do that when I expect the rain to be over for awhile. Prolly next week.

I made a card for my babe and i told him when he called me. He was like "I thought we agreed not to get each other something" (cause I dislike Valentines day) but I did anyways so... ;D

Sweetheart candies do not taste the same as when I was little. They are harder to bite O_o and more corn syrup-y in a bad way!

dear Red Bull. Where the fuck are my wings?!?!

I haven't posted in awhile.

I was really sick on my birthday last month. I had a fever and congestion and stayed in bed all day and the following days I had off. It sucked.

My bestie gave me the best card of Mizer ever lol

This past week, I was the first one done in Plant Science and the teacher checked it over and said it was perfect, then like Robby and 10 classmates were all huddled over me, trying to copy me or ask me for help. @_@ I felt smart and irritated at the same time.

Then Wednesday, I saw Sanctum in Imax 3D. Good but depressing movie. Too much drowning. Brings back bad memories. But we won't go into that hush hush.

Next week, I get to plant vegetables at the Manteca Farm. I can't wait to see what kinda plants I can grow xD

Like JEEL used to say "Xeno eats plants"

I must go to sleep for I has work all day tomorrow. Ugh.