Now you kindly kiss up to her, but the feelings dead.

So take me back in time, to another world.

Soo Kayla made me a much better Tiger design.

I'm gonna take that to Tony tomorrow and I would get it exactly the way it is, but we needa figure out a color scheme and then I have to save money to get it @_@

Yesterday I went up to the mountain area with Kayla and her family, watched her aunt get married and we hung out in a tent while it rained a lot. I got a foxy tail ^^ 

We went to Denny's later on, Kayla's brother had the Bacon Sundae X_X

Vlog >_> 

I'm exhausted lately haha but I've been excited for the upcoming month. Only 11 out of 60 math hw's left! The semester is coming to a close soon. I'll take an English class over Summer school I suppose and maybe a criminal justice course if I feel like it?

Applying to schools on August 1st if the state budget allows it. All I have to take next semester is my final math and basically any art class. Also plan to take weight training with Kayla to get more in shape. I felt like I rushed getting out of weight training in the past, but this time I wanna stay and use the full time to gain muscle.

My work out plan for the summer includes DDR! xD I need to look for a small nice bike.

A shining new era is tip toe-ing near

 Tigers are the most beautiful creatures to me.

Right now I'm watching The Lion King on youtube. Haha. It's my favorite movie from when I was little :3 I still love it a lot and wish I had someone to watch it with right now.

I bought a Four Loko mostly cause they are banned in California. (Though you can still find em) But I haven't drank it, and I'm not sure if I'm going to lol I doubt I could finish a whole one anyways, so don't worry. If I even do drink it, it's not like I'm gonna drink more than one and die. Fluffy said if I drink four in one day I would die, which is probably true. xP

I also dyed my hair today, black of course but still kept some of the red in but not as much as I had before. I never know if I wanna strip my hair and try to go brown-ish again or get highlights or what so I just keep dyeing it black since it's easy and I like it. And customers always make my day when they compliment my hair ;D especially the ones that are surprised I do my own hair like 95% of the time. Also had a customer compliment me and Zong's name today lol cause our names are unique.

Hell dwells in Ice

Finally got OKAMIDEN! :3 so I've been playing that for a little over two hours so far, and mostly I like it. Feels just like the original game with the sound effects and characters and gameplay. Only difference is the tiny screen and not as good graphics but still pretty good for a DSi.

Took my Plant Sci midterm today, so I hope I did ok on that. Also Karate went well earlier this evening. At the end I had to demonstrate for all my peers, one of the basic moves I'm learning. The teacher said he likes my aggressive high kick and can't wait to see me progress further. Also says I am tough xD

You shone the lights that stop me, turn to stone.

I don’t miss him, I miss who I thought he was.

xD I got a postcard from Chico State. Its pretty (well the top part is)

Thursday night, I started my Karate class, it was fun. I was introduced to everyone-they were all friendly and had strong confident handshakes. I trained with a brown belt lady, learning the 5 basic moves for white belt. She enjoyed training me because I learn fast.

After work yesterday, I went to Kazumi's and took her with me when I signed up for Karate for two months. We went to Sakura and I got some Calpico and creamy pan bread's. Later on, we took a run to Colonial Heights and waited forever to use the swing set cause baseball kids had already occupied them right as we got there. I bought a new overhead light for Prizm in the mean time. Once we got to the swing set, it was dark and the swings were really squeaky x_X so we went back home and Kazumi retook her math test again and we just hung out.

Okamiden finally shipped so I guessed the waiting game paid off. I can't wait to play it, even though I know I need to work on math. Math which I'm about to start right now. xP Less than two more months and hopefully I'll never have to look at Algebraic equations the same way for the rest of my life.

I need to learn how to tie my uniform lol.

Go insane, go insane.

After Plant Sci class, I got to Kayla's house and ordered a waffle to go, and didn't eat it till after we spent over an hour pulling out the weeds growing on my vegetable row up in Manteca that I needed to weed out  for  my grade in Plant Sci. My kale didn't grow so I hope I don't get docked for just pulling all the weeds up in that area.

 Big thanks to Kayla for helping me get rid of all those weeds!

There was a weed that stung! And I ended up getting sunburned.

We went to Chucks, their hamburgers are always good :3 and went to Best Buy so she got Tron which we watched on Blu-Ray. So beautiful that movie is. Best OST, good visuals. My eyes kinda trip out sometimes watching it.

I almost kept falling asleep on Kazumi's bed xP after Tron was over. 

I wanna take Karate. Honestly, I've always wanted to take Karate since I was little or some kind of Martial Arts science but my parents put me in Gymnastics from 3-6th grade instead. Gymnastics was cool but I quit in 6th grade because they wouldn't let me advance past level 3 and also because all the girls were getting really preppy and I didn't fit in.

I think Karate would help to get my mind off things, help me work out more, relieve stress and build confidence. So I'm gonna call around Stockton tomorrow, I think I already found the place I may like with a free trial class so we'll see...

Kazumi's Birthday was awesome! I picked up Kate and we met at Domo's Japanese Restaurant, I ordered Chicken Teriyaki and the guy cooked delicious food in front of us :3 and afterward we went Cosmic Bowling.

I went bowling once before in my life around 7th grade, but not really cause I didn't really play then (we went on a field trip and had gutter lane bumpers), so this felt like the first time I ever went bowling and I SUCKED lol 

Kazumi kept saying stuff about touching sweaty balls.

But I still had lots of fun, and Kazumi and I tried to play a sad Pump It Up machine with only 3 songs and we were confused cause it's not DDR, especially with that "STOMP" in the middle. I also spent hella money on temporary tattoos lol

We also went to Wal mart. Maaan I wanna have a room of play balls someday! I bought more pony beads to make kandi type bracelets and we all made our own.

I wish it didn't have to end like this.

I deleted everything. It's time to move on.