My anxiety is through the roof

So my boyfriend and I are under contract to get a house. I'll be the same distance from work and he'll be a bit closer to work, like 25 mins closer I think. We have a Home warranty on the house for a year and the seller will pay closing costs etc. If this all works out.

But I have been feeling really anxious lately, Idk if its about the house, or work, or my birth control I started a month ago? Probably a combo of all 3. I just hope it dies down at some point! I wake up in the middle of the night quite a few times last week with my heart racing and then take forever to go back to sleep. =/

But yeah gotta be at work at 5:30 in the morning for a class in Raleigh. Gotta get an inspection done for the house and come visit during it and take lots of photos / video for potential room mates etc.

But yeah this anxiety is bad and I hope it goes away soon...

So Google or whoever is hosting Blogger is giving me the option to buy a domain when I went to start this new post for $12. Would be nice to straight up have my *insertnamehere*.com I may look into that.

Work has been going well. Matthew and I are looking to buy a house in a few months or so. I'm heading to California on vacation at the end of May and hitting up Fanimecon. My paid vacation resets in June and at this point I get 11 paid days off every 6 months which will keep increasing alongside raises every year in the long run. 

I made a nifty collage today of Anime I grew up watching. I tried to cram everything onto here but I missed a minor few: 

I tried to make it mostly in order what I grew up watching from top left across going in rows down to the bottom right.

I am mainly looking forward to Digimon Adventure Tri whenever it comes out. 

Living out in North Carolina this past year and a half has made me care less overall what others think of me more and more.

I have a lot of creative ideas...and need to manage my time better to implement them. I wanna work more on art, creativity and my youtube channel but I never do. Someday I'll get to it.

I did juicing for 7 days straight and lost 10 lbs from that. Started eating again and gained 2 pounds but I've stayed at my weight. At some point I need to tackle another juicing reboot and working out simultaneously head on.

Remember when they said that what we want can never be done?

I haven't updated this blog in awhile. Been too busy to think about it.

So a lots changed in over a year of updating. Work at a much better place, in an office and get paid well. I'm not quite living paycheck to paycheck like I used to thankfully. But I do commute a lil bit more than I'm used to each day. Its worth it though.

Been reading lots of subreddits like Game Collecting, ASMR, Dave and Busters and Asian Beauty Skin Care stuff. Been buying new stuff to try out on my face like Mizon Snail Recovery Gel etc. I'm probably gonna start Dermastamping or rolling at some point.

I live with the boyfriend still :3 and we just got back from getting 40 Chicken Tumors at McDonalds in 21 degree weather at night. So tasty and bad for us xD

Hmm. My computer Thor is running well, great to be in the PC Master Race now. Took advantage of the Steam Sale over the holidays and bought some games! Still wondering what directions games will take from now, everything seems so plateaued out atm. Not currently interested in a PS4 or Xbox One. I might be if any good exclusive games come out. Otherwise my computer can handle anything on the market. We have a Wii U though. The new Smash Bros was fun for a couple days, but I miss the adventure mode that Melee had.

I have a Pikachu and Zelda Amiibo. And I didn't finish Hyrule Warriors yet >_>

Anyways, looking forward to later this month, cause its my birthday. I'll be going to Defy Gravity, the Trampoline place like Sky High except they also have a Ninja / Parkour type courses. Dinner and then going bar hopping with my bf, my brother and some friends.

The day before that I took off as a vacation day so I'll probably get my hair cut and a Pedicure and manicure. Just pamper myself. :] I haven't had a professional haircut since my sister in law moved and I trim my own hair normally.

The weekend after my birthday, my company is having a get together for non exempt employees and they're paying for us to see a movie and eat at Rudino's. So that will be fun!