Remember when they said that what we want can never be done?

I haven't updated this blog in awhile. Been too busy to think about it.

So a lots changed in over a year of updating. Work at a much better place, in an office and get paid well. I'm not quite living paycheck to paycheck like I used to thankfully. But I do commute a lil bit more than I'm used to each day. Its worth it though.

Been reading lots of subreddits like Game Collecting, ASMR, Dave and Busters and Asian Beauty Skin Care stuff. Been buying new stuff to try out on my face like Mizon Snail Recovery Gel etc. I'm probably gonna start Dermastamping or rolling at some point.

I live with the boyfriend still :3 and we just got back from getting 40 Chicken Tumors at McDonalds in 21 degree weather at night. So tasty and bad for us xD

Hmm. My computer Thor is running well, great to be in the PC Master Race now. Took advantage of the Steam Sale over the holidays and bought some games! Still wondering what directions games will take from now, everything seems so plateaued out atm. Not currently interested in a PS4 or Xbox One. I might be if any good exclusive games come out. Otherwise my computer can handle anything on the market. We have a Wii U though. The new Smash Bros was fun for a couple days, but I miss the adventure mode that Melee had.

I have a Pikachu and Zelda Amiibo. And I didn't finish Hyrule Warriors yet >_>

Anyways, looking forward to later this month, cause its my birthday. I'll be going to Defy Gravity, the Trampoline place like Sky High except they also have a Ninja / Parkour type courses. Dinner and then going bar hopping with my bf, my brother and some friends.

The day before that I took off as a vacation day so I'll probably get my hair cut and a Pedicure and manicure. Just pamper myself. :] I haven't had a professional haircut since my sister in law moved and I trim my own hair normally.

The weekend after my birthday, my company is having a get together for non exempt employees and they're paying for us to see a movie and eat at Rudino's. So that will be fun!

Cause I need a break, I need a vacation~! AGAIN!

 Something that made my day was running into 7-11 to get a single stamp & having the worker tell me that if I buy 2 kickstarts (Mtn dew energy drinks) for $1.89 each, I'll get a 3rd kickstart, a sandwich & a water free. And it was true! I paid $4 something for a stamp & 3 energy drinks, a cold water bottle & delicious sandwich. That shoulda been like $10.

And we got fancy new pin-pads on our checkstand. If you make an error, it makes a loud buzzing sound that sounds like "DERP!" & so far customers have less trouble using these than our old ones!

This screen has clearer HD than my phone or tv.

So as always, I'm picking up the slack at my store. /rant
  Apparently when I was on lunch, I missed a commotion up front where my manager got hit cause he was stopping 2 African American guys from stealing cigarettes. Yes, these guys snuck up into the service center & stole 2 cartons of cigarettes. And put them under an 18 month old kid sleeping in a stroller! LP stops them & gets the guy into the office with his kid. Cops come, take the guy away after getting the mom to pick up her kid. The guy had just gotten out of federal prison & now has shoplifting & child endangerment charges. Sad.

These guys show up every night when I close.

This sort of shit (on top of several other things) is happening at my store / Stockton every single day and is the reason I need to get out.

I applied to Chico State! :]

I mean, I still gotta be accepted but still. I have a good feeling about it!

My parents don't seem excited for me at all =/ of course, then again they have their own issues to deal with. This is my life, I have to make the best happen for myself.

Today I cleaned up my room, my hardwood floor is all slippery now cause I wiped it cleaaan with lemon furniture wipes.

I also made mix tapes for Prizm, since I still haven't gotten around to buying and installing a CD player after having Prizm for a year now. Another costly expense for the future.

I'm working 45 hours this week. How lovely. I will have a nice check but I have bills to pay with it so not like it will matter. xD Best to work now while I'm not in school.

I can hear Serenade

I had an amazing weekend. Except for work being crazy busy today.

I visited Jill up in Tracy and me, Jill, Hemi and Cory went to P.F Changs to eat. (The Boiling Crab was the original plan but it was too crowded/far so maybe another time.) Jill and I shared the VIP duck, which was pretty good and joked about eating Cory's friend (Cory feeds the ducks at his wildlife sanctuary workplace).

Then we came back to Jill's and had a bunch of Jello shots and Jager bomb's and played Just Dance 2 for the Wii, my first time playing it. I did horrible at that. But I shaked them hips ;D Then we hooked up CoD MW2 and even though it was for PS3 (different controls) and splitscreen (I hate sharing a screen with other people) I still kicked all the guys butt's at it ;O

Me, Jill and Michie :3

Later on after a simultaneous shot of Tequila, we all climbed into the hot tub and Jill acted violently drunk but in a lulzy worthy way. I only got a little buzzed and stopped drinking cause I wanted to be able to drive home but I still acted crazy because everyone drunk around me acts crazy and their aura kinda rubs off on me to be crazy which amused some of Jill's friends there.

So from like 12-3 in the morning we were all loud and screaming and playing games in the hot tub (neighbors musta loved us) but it was an awesome time ;O and then I drove home about 4 in the morning. Peaceful having the freeway in the dark all to myself. 

Today, after I got off work at 7- I was surprised to see Robby parked next to my car waiting for me (my phone was shut off) and I followed him to Dairy Queen. I got a Banana split there and we went to his dad's house. Robby's dad was playing in the pool with the kids and I jumped in, work clothes and all lol and it felt soooo goood after working in 100 degree weather for 8 hours constantly getting carts.

Then we shot off Fireworks, a $50 box assortment of TNT. Haha the neighbors had the really expensive box that shot off actual fireworks all the way into the sky but we had quite the assortment that was fun to watch and I lit half of them at least x3 I loved the pretty colors! My favorite ones were the little flower spin bombs that rolled for a short time and changed color. I wish they lasted longer though.

Robby called it the Flashbang xD!

I drove home and my neighbors across the street are lighting the same fireworks that I did earlier xD The sound is freaking out my mom atm.

I passed math! JUST BARLEY! When I saw I had exactly 70% after I retook my final, I cried tears of happiness.

Now just my plant sci final to study for. ;D 

I'm working 38 hours this week, I don't mind cause I gotta save for that tattoo and it's pretty much Summer now so I'll have more free time in a way. I'm taking online classes over Summer. I don't mind cause they go FAST!

Was it a dream?

The power went out at work tonight. Ahh yes, it was amazing. But then I was shortly off after wards.

Tomorrow will be my last day to pull out weeds for my vegetables and final grade. Kazumi helped me yesterday and I'm gonna see how much the weeds have grown in 2 days. Lol

I need to gather my work to put together my notebook. This long semester is finally starting to conclude!

Kazumi got me into the anime Nana. So I plan to get all comfy tonight and watch that in bed ;O

Black Ops double experience is this weekend + new maps.

I needa see Tony again about my tattoo xP prolly won't get it till early June/vacation time?

I don’t miss him, I miss who I thought he was.

xD I got a postcard from Chico State. Its pretty (well the top part is)

Thursday night, I started my Karate class, it was fun. I was introduced to everyone-they were all friendly and had strong confident handshakes. I trained with a brown belt lady, learning the 5 basic moves for white belt. She enjoyed training me because I learn fast.

After work yesterday, I went to Kazumi's and took her with me when I signed up for Karate for two months. We went to Sakura and I got some Calpico and creamy pan bread's. Later on, we took a run to Colonial Heights and waited forever to use the swing set cause baseball kids had already occupied them right as we got there. I bought a new overhead light for Prizm in the mean time. Once we got to the swing set, it was dark and the swings were really squeaky x_X so we went back home and Kazumi retook her math test again and we just hung out.

Okamiden finally shipped so I guessed the waiting game paid off. I can't wait to play it, even though I know I need to work on math. Math which I'm about to start right now. xP Less than two more months and hopefully I'll never have to look at Algebraic equations the same way for the rest of my life.

I need to learn how to tie my uniform lol.

And I don't know what you want from me, but I don't wanna be perfect anymore...

 Does my mom not know how hard it was just to transfer to Stockton S-mart from Tracy Savemart? And that's closeby.

I'll try to transfer anyways.

I should take a road trip up to Chico sometime xD!

Time to study for Plant Science midterm next Tuesday.

Valentines.

Tonight I work 5-9. Do not want!

I'm waiting for it to rain, so I can get my free car wash. Prizm-my car, needs to be washed badly and vacuumed so I'll do that when I expect the rain to be over for awhile. Prolly next week.

I made a card for my babe and i told him when he called me. He was like "I thought we agreed not to get each other something" (cause I dislike Valentines day) but I did anyways so... ;D

Sweetheart candies do not taste the same as when I was little. They are harder to bite O_o and more corn syrup-y in a bad way!

dear Red Bull. Where the fuck are my wings?!?!

I haven't posted in awhile.

I was really sick on my birthday last month. I had a fever and congestion and stayed in bed all day and the following days I had off. It sucked.

My bestie gave me the best card of Mizer ever lol

This past week, I was the first one done in Plant Science and the teacher checked it over and said it was perfect, then like Robby and 10 classmates were all huddled over me, trying to copy me or ask me for help. @_@ I felt smart and irritated at the same time.

Then Wednesday, I saw Sanctum in Imax 3D. Good but depressing movie. Too much drowning. Brings back bad memories. But we won't go into that hush hush.

Next week, I get to plant vegetables at the Manteca Farm. I can't wait to see what kinda plants I can grow xD

Like JEEL used to say "Xeno eats plants"

I must go to sleep for I has work all day tomorrow. Ugh.

JENGA~!!!

I put on my new bed covers that Robby's mom gave me :) I like the colors but I still love my double rainbow bed too. But this set feels more mature?

 On Christmas day, I mentioned we played Jenga. Well,  Here is the video link to that.

Foosha. Time for work.

SOUTHERN CROSS!!!

The Southern Cross is one of the attacks by Celine in Star Ocean Second Evolution.

Thursday, I went to see Chronicles of Narnia Voyage of the Dawn Treader with my bestie Kazumi. Quite a good movie, Aslan is such an awesome lion. I'm starting to read the books now lol they are quite short & simpler to read than I expected.

 Us at the movie theater afterward.

Today on Christmas, my mom got me Hello Kitty PJ's and other little random things. A gift card to Macys. Magazines.

I went to Robby's house and we watched the Heat pwn the Lakers. After a little nap, Robby and his mommy took me to Mcdonalds (haha great holiday food ;D) and I had the southern style chicken which is the closest chicken sandwich that reminds me of eating at BBQ hut in North Carolina. Later on Greg and his son Brian came home and we all played Jenga. It was thrilling! And I found out Robby was my secret santa at work and got me a Bath and Body works gift set.

 His mommy got me Microsoft points, fuzzy vanilla scented pink socks, nail polish and lip gloss. Robby says he still needs to give me an actual present from our future mall trip since the one he gave me was my secret santa gift.

After I got home, Kate texted me and I went and picked up my gift from her and gave her a gift as well. MAKE US STARS KATE!~ Anyways, I got the lovely pair of Skelanimals headphones I always wanted :] Thank you Kate!

Sigh, I guess it was a really good day! But back to reality tomorrow at work.