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Sooo busy to write. Tired. Tired of waking up early and being tired already, working 7 days in a row and getting up later and later each day for work, and then the final day I gotta be up at 6am. Wtf?

2 days left to go.

I've been doing various things. Actually so much going on that everything's a blur. I just can't wait for Friday (my massive birthday party!)

Random stuff from dolla tree adventure last night...

Anyways today I went to Laser Tag and Mongolian BBQ. I ate too much!

The blue team won. I was #18 'Xenolicious' and got the third highest score on my team. Yaay!

Had fun playing laser tag with Mikey-chan (Edwins old boytoy) and his friends. 

 I look like I'm ready to kill someone xD

Also I'm priceless ;D and spelled Filipino wrong...

 So downloading some more Grimes, Kill Paradise and Sleeping With Sirens to my MP3 player atm, so I can fall asleep to that...

Dream Drop Distance

New Years Eve was great! I picked up Kazumi after grabbing the Dominos from Eddy and grabbed a case of Mike's hard lemonade and headed up to Tracy to meet up with JEELZ and everyone. I started drinking and Eddy had trolled me, telling me he worked till 11 and actually showed up earlier xD; Then at one point, Kazumi and I retreated to watch Utena the movie since we had just gotten done marathon-ing the anime and everyone came up and had a field day making fun of the movie with us.

The party was pretty crazy, not as crazy as most of Jeelz other parties imo, but still fun and different cause it was New Years Eve :] haha my only complaint of the night was Esthers boyfriend snoring to where Kazumi and I couldn't sleep well.

This is pretty much what happened at some parts of the night:

Jill doesn't remember this >_>

Cory and JEELZ

Eddy hugging my woman 

I don't even...

me JEELZ and Kazumi

Eddy kept dragging Cory away during the night

Dominatrix womanz

Esther walking casually on by like...nothing to see here folks!

Kazumi doing Gangnam Style!!!

"I'm really a 14 year old girl, wanna cyber?" lololol

My leg looks like it's attached to me in some freakishly mutant way.

Eddy and Cory exhausted after Eddy tried to subdue him

Now I can subdue Eddy ;D

After the partay, I took Kazumi home, went to work a measly 4 hours and I'm back in Tracy having an after party with me, Eddy, Cory, Jill, Meg and Aaron. The Filipino family ;D and I cooked everyone eggs and played LoL drunk today, went to Black Bear Diner for dinner and Gamestop after. Eddy and I just spent our gift cards on a Nintendo 3DS to share and Kingdom Hearts. I plan to buy Zelda Ocarina of Time in a few days to play that.

It has already been officially Eddy and I's 6 months together and we haven't even thought of taking a break. He said one of his New Years Resolutions was to never loose me ♥ and I don't wanna loose him either.


Happy New Years everyone! I hope 2013 turns out well for us all

VICTORY~!

I got sick a couple days before Christmas with stomach flu but Eddy took good care of me, keeping me at his house as much as possible. I watched Sword Art Online on my laptop, resting on his bed while he went to work and he'd come home and check on me and would give me chicken noodle soup. I appreciate him soo much!

But once I got better for Christmas, I was really freaking spoiled ;D

First off, Kazumi bought me a GHD hair straightener. These go for $200+ normally and I've had one on my wishlist for years. They are one of the better straighteners I kept hearing about and one of my favorite youtube celebs (Amazingphil) uses it. I NEVER would expect someone to give one to me as a gift but she did!I love using it so far!

I actually need more Straight Sexy Hair flat iron spray now though to make the iron more effective -_-; another $15 to go spend at Sir Gauuan's

My mom gave me a few things and a Gamestop gift card which was used towards the 3DS Eddy and I share :]

My brother got me The Walking Dead videogame for Xbox 360.

Eddy's family got me a new canon digital camera. EDDY spoiled me all month and got me a haircut, plenty of food, filled my gas tank twice, and splurged on me at Victoria's Secret for some nice lingerie and sprays. Oh and he bought me the official first season Digimon dvd's and some Pokemon cards.

Christmas day after opening gifts at my house, I went to Eddy's house and then up to Lathrop to see the rest of Jill and Eddy's family and then to San Jose to meet some more of the family @_@

 

Kazumi, Kate and I went shopping a few days after Christmas but I mainly looked around Barnes and Nobles and saw so many books I want to read that Im too lazy to buy/have time for. I read a psychology book deep in thought while Kate and Kayla walked through the mall. Then that same night, I slept over at Eddy's while his friends came to hang out and we played DDR.

I've been eating sooo much good food over the holidays and enjoyed being lazy half the time, but now I should stop and get back to healthier food and working out again more.

Yeahhh lol I don't know what we were doing lol;;

"Everybody, try to go to the camera!"

 Earlier this month I went Ice Skating with Kayla and a few coworkers in Stockton (surprised they didn't shut that place down) after delicious soup and sandwich at Boudin SF. I'm worse at Ice Skating than Roller Blading xD! Samielyn suggested that each month, we have a coworker hangout where we have food and do something fun. I'm always down for that.

I guess Samielyn is already inviting coworkers to my birthday party month next month, which is fine with me but it's up to them to get themselves transportation and not to be harsh, but I'm just used to coworkers flaking about events like this. So if they show up, great! If not, it won't affect my day. My closest buddies are gonna ride with me to Sky High Sports and Dave & Busters for my Birthday!

I'll post an FB event I suppose after the holidays are over. Last thing I wanna think about is my birthday as I have enough on my plate already ( except food ;] ).

Because right now I haven't had much to eat, nor has my sleeping schedule been in tact as I've been ridden with the stomach flu. I had to call into work for it today. Nothing like puking all over a bathroom at 2:30am. I just hope I rid of it before Christmas Eve and Christmas day and before I and my babe's 6 months together on New Years Eve at JEELZ next party.

I need to finish my lovely UTENA la fillette révolutionnaire marathon with Kayla when I'm feeling better.

Holidaze is amazing though >_>

How did you know?

On Sunday after work, I picked up Kayla and took her to Applebee's where Eddy and Chan held a table for us for 2 hours lol;; Apparently they won a display at the Vanguard tournament. After Kayla and I went to CVS, Wal-mart and random places and then to Eddys house to look through the cards we just bought.

Eddy twisted his ankle so I went to Tracy without him yesterday to hang out with JEEL who bought us some Tequila to try and we just played a lot of Pokemmo and stuff. Trying to get my Eevee into an Espeon. XD

Intoxicate me now, with your loving now.

Eddy took me for a nice bike ride around Oak Grove Park. We played on the playground, chased Geese and sat in the shade to relax and drink Guava. It felt nice to just run around in nature for a few hours with no one else really around.

We wanted to go on the paddle boat and visit the nature center but we have to come back on a weekend sometime for that.

One night while I was closing at work, Eddy came after he got off work and waited two hours for me to get off at midnight. Just so we could go to Aldabertos and get burritos and then go to his house and gaze at the stars on the back of his truck.

But we ended up sleeping on the back of his truck all night. I woke up cold to a blinding sun. It was quite a different experience XD

He didn't want his picture taken lol

My heart will go on

I had a blast at Six Flags last Wednesday :] 

Saturday, I took Kate to SnB and worked on my The Darkness poster and started coloring it in.

 Then after playing with Taiko and some board games, Eddy and I went out to Sonic late at night and then visited Wal-mart. He bought Pokemon Conquest and we took turns playing it while bundled up in blankets on the back of his truck and gazing randomly at the stars.

Then yesterday, I went and visited Kayla and took her to her hair appt at Sir Gaauan's. Then we did a bit of shopping and went to Ono Hawaiian BBQ for dinner and got drinks at Sonic. Then we goofed around and talked till 3:30 in the morning.

Tomorrow I open at work at 6am so I should go to bed as soon as I can @_@

Edwin :]

I remember when I first met you at one of Jill's partys. It was in the Summer and we had talked about where we wanted to go into life. Then you encouraged me to chug a Jager bomb xD I still have that video on my iphone.

Another night later on, I fell asleep on Aaron's bed and when I randomly woke up, you were playing League of Legends in the same room the entire night. All I heard was "*click* *click* *click* *click*" on the computer mouse frantically nonstop for hours. And I didn't say a word about it xD

That next day, we went rafting on the American River. After the craziness of the rapids rescue, you ended up on another raft and when we all settled later on a bank to relax for a bit, I volunteered to go get you from the people who's raft you ended up on. I don't know why I had volunteered to get you, but I doggy paddled over to you and convinced you to come back to our raft for the rest of the trip. I remember later after I had mud wrestled some girl, you extended your hand to help me up out of the water after I had washed off. :]

I remember being in the hot tub one night and telling you and Jill's friends about various bad things that had happened to me at work and what I had been through and you had the most serious concerned look on your face during my stories like you couldn't believe everything that I have dealt with.

Then after adding me on Skype (due to LoL i suppose), you asked if you could come along to see The Avengers when I mentioned it and I thought 'why not?' so I invited you along and picked you up.

Yeah, I shoulda texted you out front letting you know I was at your place, but instead I rang the doorbell. Your step father invited me in and your WHOLE family introduced themselves to me. xD they were all very kind and you came out of your room like 'wtf?' Then I took us all to The Avengers in Manteca that night and Denny's afterward, it was a lot of fun.

Then one day, outta nowhere, you texted and asked what kinda pizza I wanted and so you brought it over and we hung out for a bit. Then you suggested some dates for us and you fixed up your bikes so we could go bike riding one night and we went to the park and your coworkers made a surprise delivery of pasta and desserts. I remember the sprinklers would randomly come on to try to spray us and we gazed at the stars till 2 in the morning.

You took me to Buffalo wild wings for the first time and you helped me pwn everyone on BlackJack. And we went on our little adventure at Barnes and Nobles and we are still trying to score the Unicorno Fumo. 

One night I came over and you mixed those seagram's vodka's I brought over with a bit of banana's and random fruits in a blender. I thought it would come out awful but I liked it.  Then we watched sexy Bison and Guile on Street Fighter the movie and played Pokemon Stadium 2 xD;

But in the back of my mind, I thought that I couldn't like you, you were my friends cousin right? Until she told us she didn't care xD and even later seemed to encourage it lol

I remember you coming up behind me and hugging me randomly at Esthers' party in Redwood City. Esther saw us and was like "did I miss the memo?" and we all just shrugged it off :]

One night we laid on the grass and played Selena's Dreaming of You while cuddling. And you said that you thought at one point I had lost interest in you. And that I was too good for you. And I admit, maybe at one point, I was shallow & stupid enough to think that as well. But you kept on trying. And so that maybe, just maybe one day you might end up catching me. 

 And you did. <3

Waiting for a ride in the Dark

So Friday the 27th, I went and bought some Save mart cookies, chips and Smirnoff to bring to Jill's party after swimsuit shopping and getting my nails painted at Fantasy Nails next to my work. It's funny going in there on my days off cause the workers plus regular customers getting their pedi's on are like, "wow this is the first time I've seen you not working" or "you work there like everyday!"

 When I first got to Jill's, well basically I was the only one there, besides Hemi Cory and Edwin I think? But the guys went out for supplies, then Kris came. And Jill had us doing chores for the party to set up haha. Like I cleaned her bird cage and dusted chairs. We were like "THIS IS SO FUN JILL!"

Anyways, yeah started off the night with some drinking games. Rocketship. Kings Cup-which I lost and nearly puked xD I was just bouncing around all over the place and sobered up in the hot tub when it finally got hot enough at midnight haha. There was some creep watching us through the window at the house next door. Kinda reminded me of Disturbia. Oh and someone went missing, well he locked his keys and phone in his car and there was puke all over the place in the front seat. After looking everywhere, they found the guy sleeping in his trunk. I myself, didn't sleep till 4:30am, crashing on Jill's couch and had to be in Stockton by 9 the next morning. That was lovely >_>

I forgot to give Jill her copy of the rafting trip pictures, nor did I give Cory his PSP games back. Sometimes it feels like I never get enough time to catch up with some people  :[

Bitter sweet or faded ♠

Christmas went well for me. What did I get? Well, 2 Target gift cards, some little things here and there from Bath & Body, an iChi straightener, Pokemon cards, a friendship bracelet making book/kit and a Fujifilm T130 Digital Camera. 

I went over to my boyfriends house that day early in the morning and he helped me cook a breakfast consisting of eggs, bacon and french toast. :3 and later his family hosted a small party with a yummy dinner x3 I love cornbread stuffing!

Kazumi went with me  to Target on Wednesday and I spent my gift cards on Cookies and Pokemon cards jajaja.. Kazumi is moving soon  :[ and I have Bun Bun for now.

I'll keep going and I'll never stop

It's hard to believe that last week on this day I was at Disneyland. They say it's the happiest place on Earth and the majority of that time, it seemed quite true. Made me forget all my problems for the time being.

Robby, I and his parents stayed at the Candy Cane Inn. It had nice free continental breakfast. ^^ The Inn was only a street or so up from Disneyland and even though the shuttle was free, Robby and I walked to the park every morning since we were a lot faster.

In those 3 days at Disneyland I rode Space Mountain Ghost Galaxy about 9 times and didn't even get tired of it. I can still imagine every fast turn in the dark as I hear the song play:

My vlog:

I was spoiled and had California pizza kitchen (I wish we still had it in Stockton now as the creamy garlic alfredo was superb!), The Cheesecake Factory, Jazz Kitchen and the biggest corn dog I ever ate in my life lol amongst delicious churro's.

Random Confessions:

People who walk slow, really really annoy me. Like ok, fine, you have nothing important to do or no where to be but I have somewhere to be and a life and if you and your friends are walking in front of me down some aisle in a grocery store or in front of me at Delta or the mall and there's a ton of space in front of you and I can't squeeze by you or go around you, then I tend to get pissy xD I like to walk fast most of the time.

Gamerscore and seeing your friends online on Xbox Live made gaming more exciting but also made me dislike gaming more at the same time. Now on any console I expect to see friends online but that's not the case...

I grew up with trance/techno, electronica and ambient sounds, thanks to my brother so those genre's of music will always stick with me n__n

Avenged Sevenfold is my boyfriends favorite band and one of my favorite bands.  I didn't automatically like A7X right away.  I had already stored all of A7X music in my iriver and I'd always skip their songs at first cause I didn't feel like listening to them. Then walking to the bus stop one day, my iriver was about to die and I knew if I lit up the screen to change the song, the battery would die. So I walked to 'a little piece of heaven' and thought...'this is really catchy.' I listened to it all and my iriver died. Then i couldn't wait to get home so I could listen to it again and eventually other songs and that was when I started to really like Avenged Sevenfold. :] I've seen them in concert twice, almost three times.

I love being creative, doing art and drawing! I HATE art classes most of the time. I don't mind having guidelines for a project but I just hate being demanded to draw something by a deadline and having it graded so harshly when I just like to do my own thing, in my own time and it comes out a lot better than what I had to make in class.

^Not to brag but for example, I'm supposedly so good at art, that in Art 2, I was put straight into AP art and I had a crazy teacher who demanded I make 35 high quality art pieces by May for the AP test. Ugh.

5 hour energy's make me hyper and happy. No energy drink can do that and no other food has done that to me. I can be REALLY EFFING LOUD and off the wall on a 5 hr so i try to drink them on the days where I'm just worn out and still gotta work. I would drink them more often but I don't wanna grow immune to them.

I have tried every flavor of Vitamin water, the only one I can not stand is the Acai blueberry.

Tigers are my favorite animal and I plan to get a tiger tattoo soon as my first tat.

Berlin Wall is my favorite map on Black Ops.

My favorite Pokemon has to be Arcanine or Growlithe. Others I really like are Pikachu, Entei and Espeon. And that new crocodile with the sunglasses.

I blame our current economy on almost everything money related or job related.

I really wish that Imag-E could be a manga or anime. It would prolly be like 80 books long and a huge Dvd box set.

After being at Delta for god knows how long, I am actually enjoying Delta more now than ever (I still wanna leave it though but I enjoy learning more now) and just this past year, i actually see myself able to transfer soon instead of just loosely hoping to do so.

I love animals! I hella want a Pomeranian, Balinese cat, German Shepherd, Fennec Fox, Ferret or a hedgehog, those glow in the dark tetra fish and several other cute animals though prolly not all at the same time lol; Even though I really love tigers, I'm not gonna be one of those stupid people who live in a house and try to keep one illegally as a pet and end up getting mauled by it like the people on Animal Planet.

The past couple Thursday nights, I have been snuggling up with Robby and we watch Jersey Shore. YES, I know that show is stupid but idk can't help but watch this season of it. Snooki is my favorite, only because she is so dumb.

I feel like I will never be a complete person till I'm completely out on my own, supporting my own self for every little thing I do. Even though I have a job and a car and pay my own bills and buy my own food, clothes, gas, anything I need basically and even though I go to school and pay for that and have a sweet boyfriend and the awesomest best friend, I still feel like I'm not as far as I should be in life.

Valentines.

Tonight I work 5-9. Do not want!

I'm waiting for it to rain, so I can get my free car wash. Prizm-my car, needs to be washed badly and vacuumed so I'll do that when I expect the rain to be over for awhile. Prolly next week.

I made a card for my babe and i told him when he called me. He was like "I thought we agreed not to get each other something" (cause I dislike Valentines day) but I did anyways so... ;D

Sweetheart candies do not taste the same as when I was little. They are harder to bite O_o and more corn syrup-y in a bad way!

I want you to notice, when I'm not around. You're so fucking special, I wish I was special.

Today I bought my plant science book & parking permit at Delta. Walking in the Budd parking lot felt nostalgic, Idk why since I still attend the same college. Afterwards, Robby and I looked for new sunglasses for him & I bought a bunch of scented tiny candles at Bath & Body works. The sparkling Mojitio smells sooo good! :]

The other day, Kazumi & I watched Kiki's delivery service. I had never seen that movie before. I should watch all the Ghibli movies someday. The cat Jiji, was my favorite character. I loved his sarcastic remark. Then *spoilers* Jiji loses his voice later on in the  movie cause Kiki loses her witch power. Or maybe cause Jiji got laid ;D But even at the end of the  movie when Kiki regains her witch powers (she's able to fly again) Jiji doesn't speak except for meow. So Jiji probably did lose his voice due to getting laid. Ugh.

 

Well according to Miyazaki Jiji doesn't speak anymore because Kiki has matured beyond talking to her cat at the end of the movie.

I got my hair cut short the other day :3 Cecelia went crazy with my hair. But I still need to dye it. So many people at my work say they like my hair light or haven't seen it light in a long time. Well, I wanna go dark again =/ lol pictures later.

After helping Robby clean & move his room and see him get rid of so much stuff, I really wanna do the same with my own. I own a lot of crap! Maybe I'll start on that tomorrow after work. I also have the urge to keep playing Red Dead Redemption and Undead Nightmare.

Supreme clean.

So yesterday, I went to Arden Fair Mall in Sacramento with the boyfriend.

It was quite fun. I guess this is gonna turn into a photodump.

An overview of the mall.

The apple store was the busiest store by far. Everyone was playing on several ipad's in there. Here's Robby playing Fruit Ninja. 

Tigger at the Disney Store. That's my favorite character from Winnie the Pooh.

Me and my babe.

I wanted to get the Domo for Robby and the Rilakkuma for Kazumi but they were $50 and $65 x_X

A&W for lunch on the way home. They don't have regular corn dogs at the one here in Stockton O_o so i got the mini's

 yet they have delicious corn dogs at A&W in Lodi.

Overall it was a fun day! :] and now I have to help Robby move his room across the hallway at his house and go to work xD