I want to exorcise the demons from your past

Packing for North Carolina.

I always hope deep inside I'm making a good decision.

Yesterday I finished off a bottle of Kinky Liqueur with Eddy, Jill, Cory and Aaron. So we only had like 2-3 shots each haha; and got buzzed playing Pokemon Master Trainer board game and Dirty Minds board game.

Gotta give most of my manga's to Kazumi. I never look at them or read them.

Fluffy requested my old project playlist just now. I haven't logged in on years, so I'm making an FM Gem playlist atm :]

Then I gotta pick up Eddy and we're gonna try a different culture/ethnic restaurant tonight with my coworkers.And see a movie after I suppose!

I also wanna play Ragnarok tonight with Jill & Cory if I have time cause they started playing RO again. So gonna try out Deliverance-RO if anyone cares to play with me? Hopefully it'll be a good server.

Things I wanna do in North Carolina:
Sky Dive, Zip-line, Indoor rock climbing, FSU, visit Fluffy down in Florida, get a photo shoot, Warped Tour, Animazement, more to come.

Dream Drop Distance

New Years Eve was great! I picked up Kazumi after grabbing the Dominos from Eddy and grabbed a case of Mike's hard lemonade and headed up to Tracy to meet up with JEELZ and everyone. I started drinking and Eddy had trolled me, telling me he worked till 11 and actually showed up earlier xD; Then at one point, Kazumi and I retreated to watch Utena the movie since we had just gotten done marathon-ing the anime and everyone came up and had a field day making fun of the movie with us.

The party was pretty crazy, not as crazy as most of Jeelz other parties imo, but still fun and different cause it was New Years Eve :] haha my only complaint of the night was Esthers boyfriend snoring to where Kazumi and I couldn't sleep well.

This is pretty much what happened at some parts of the night:

Jill doesn't remember this >_>

Cory and JEELZ

Eddy hugging my woman 

I don't even...

me JEELZ and Kazumi

Eddy kept dragging Cory away during the night

Dominatrix womanz

Esther walking casually on by like...nothing to see here folks!

Kazumi doing Gangnam Style!!!

"I'm really a 14 year old girl, wanna cyber?" lololol

My leg looks like it's attached to me in some freakishly mutant way.

Eddy and Cory exhausted after Eddy tried to subdue him

Now I can subdue Eddy ;D

After the partay, I took Kazumi home, went to work a measly 4 hours and I'm back in Tracy having an after party with me, Eddy, Cory, Jill, Meg and Aaron. The Filipino family ;D and I cooked everyone eggs and played LoL drunk today, went to Black Bear Diner for dinner and Gamestop after. Eddy and I just spent our gift cards on a Nintendo 3DS to share and Kingdom Hearts. I plan to buy Zelda Ocarina of Time in a few days to play that.

It has already been officially Eddy and I's 6 months together and we haven't even thought of taking a break. He said one of his New Years Resolutions was to never loose me ♥ and I don't wanna loose him either.


Happy New Years everyone! I hope 2013 turns out well for us all

How did you know?

On Sunday after work, I picked up Kayla and took her to Applebee's where Eddy and Chan held a table for us for 2 hours lol;; Apparently they won a display at the Vanguard tournament. After Kayla and I went to CVS, Wal-mart and random places and then to Eddys house to look through the cards we just bought.

Eddy twisted his ankle so I went to Tracy without him yesterday to hang out with JEEL who bought us some Tequila to try and we just played a lot of Pokemmo and stuff. Trying to get my Eevee into an Espeon. XD

You crack the whip, shapeshift and trick the past again.

My date in Manteca  last Thursday was a lot of fun. Edwin and I had bottomless Rootbeer Floats at Red Robin (although I only could drink one) with the most awesome waiter who had a bunch of nifty pens and he gave us one to keep and we saw The Bourne Legacy. Later that night, Eddy took me to his friends Chris and Brandon's and I watched them take turns playing The Slenderman computer game while I watched various movies like Scott Pilgrim which I haven't watched in awhile.

 

 This is my favorite song from that movie

Last night after work, I rushed home and ended up taking Kate and Bun Bun to Kayla's house and we had pizza and watched The Hunger Games, then ended up talking till like 4am. 

This morning, Edwin picked me up and treated me to breakfast at Mimi's Cafe. I'm gonna miss him for the week I am in North Carolina and I know he'll miss me too. I know the week will go fast though!

Vacation always goes fast!

My brother already started a Facebook event party for me before I leave at the end of my stay xD

My flight leaves at 10:20 tonight from Sacramento Airport. I needa start packing now!

Don't be drunk enough to step over the gate. What?

I had fun river rafting last Saturday on the American River :]

We all ate at Chick-Fil-A afterward, though I assure you, it has nothing to do with what's going on with Chick-fil-a in the news. That place is just really delicious!

Plan to go rafting again with my boyfriends family on the 26th at a different river, the day after I come back from my vacation!

Tomorrow I gotta drop by S-mart and make sure I'm on vacation, get my plane ticket for North Carolina, then Edwin and I will check out a new-ish shop in Manteca called 'Gamers Path' and head to the movie theater, then go on a picnic at Oak Grove!

Saturday, The Hunger Games comes out so after work, Kazumi and I are gonna watch it!

Nice try History. Better luck next year!!!

I saw Fireworks last night at the Manteca Costco parking lot with 3 of my awesome buddies (double date) xD

Video + more of that later. 

My display driver keeps doing the blue screen of death so I'm scared to use video editing programs on this computer atm.

I wanna try to fix it but right now I'm trying to edit what photos I currently have and do a backup on everything important.

I also went exploring today ;D and failed miserably at trying to catch frogs. 

Eddy and I also played Pokemon Gotta Chug Em All boardgame one night randomly spending the night at Jill's, but with Seagram's escapes. That was a mistake. Our stomachs hurt so bad after that game. It trolls you!

RIP Imogene Whipple

So last weekend was a good weekend. After coming home from Jill's party early in the morning, I was greeted by my brother Kevin visiting in Stockton. We went up as a family to Murphy's and greeted everyone there for my Grandma's funeral.

But I nearly shed tears when one of my mom's relatives named Lisa came up to me and told me and Kevin that the last time they visited my grandma in the hospital before she passed, they had their ipad out and they were showing pictures of me and Kevin that were on my mom's Facebook to her. And my grandma smiled and the nurse came in and was shocked and claimed that, that was the first time she ever really smiled. Then my grandma passed a few days later. Lisa said she musta passed contently seeing the current pics of me and Kevin.

We then had the pastor read prayers and hymns etc and my mom, uncle Steve and Lisa went up and shared memories of my grandma. Then voluntarily, Kevin and I went up and did an impromptu speech about our Grandma. I recalled to the audience of how Grandma had always been into nature, going to Big Tree's or the Moaning Caverns etc. How I visited Stories & Stones with her when I came to see her. How she liked frogs and had an electronic sensor frog that creeked on her front porch when you walked by. How I ran off to the creek behind her house to play and she encouraged it but my parents were afraid of me getting kidnapped and didn't like me doing so. How she taught me to float on my back (kinda) at the community pool by the cabin.

 Kevin added his input saying we would go to her house to have fun and she would have some kinda job for us like raking or learning to play the piano xD But all in all, I realize she was a really good person inside and I'm sad I couldn't have spent more of my adult life with her.

My Grandma Imogene was a person of the written word. She would write to people to change things, her input of political stands, protesting the rainforests from being cut down. Etc. She kept every single letter and card she got. She kept copies of her most influential and important letters.

 

Afterward at the reception, I had a sandwich and my mom was given a copy of the family tree from her side of the family. My brother pointed out to me how we always flocked to dad's side of the family more. As we went and stood around Uncle Dennis and Aunt Karen when they had arrived xD;;
 

We tried going to the Murphy's park afterward but it was so packed. I had never seen so many people in Murphy's before when I went there growing up! It looks to be like a hot spot for hipsters now x_X

Afterward my brother played Pepsiman on PSone at our house  -_-;; he bought that game from Kuwait for me years ago! Then we went on an adventure at Safeway and had dinner at Outback Steak House. Later on, I drove Kevin to Rasputin and we shifted through several 50 cent CD's haha;; I found him a few PSone games that he may trade on Goozex later.

 

Then I took my bro to Wal-mart. What's there to do in Stockton? We literally walked circles around Wal-mart for an hour and a half, talking about life and things going on. It's weird how I never talk to him when he's at his home on the East Coast but bring him by for a day and it will be like he never left, like we are instant best siblings. But I plan to take a vacation in July/August and fly out to visit him and check out North Carolina. I may even consider moving out there but that's a whole nother scenario.

I took my brother to play Laser Tag at Zaps Zone but the guy messed up on selling us tickets and we only got to play one game. So I have 4 free sessions for the next visit.

I took Kevin to get a Slurpee and we went home and crashed. I woke up around 8am and was having anxiety for some reason. Dad made us breakfast and when I went to pour myself a glass of chocolate soymilk, I dropped it all over myself x_X I cleaned it up and could barley eat breakfast and spent the next few minutes crying about how clumsy I am, and how I would miss my brother while I went to work.

Waiting for a ride in the Dark

So Friday the 27th, I went and bought some Save mart cookies, chips and Smirnoff to bring to Jill's party after swimsuit shopping and getting my nails painted at Fantasy Nails next to my work. It's funny going in there on my days off cause the workers plus regular customers getting their pedi's on are like, "wow this is the first time I've seen you not working" or "you work there like everyday!"

 When I first got to Jill's, well basically I was the only one there, besides Hemi Cory and Edwin I think? But the guys went out for supplies, then Kris came. And Jill had us doing chores for the party to set up haha. Like I cleaned her bird cage and dusted chairs. We were like "THIS IS SO FUN JILL!"

Anyways, yeah started off the night with some drinking games. Rocketship. Kings Cup-which I lost and nearly puked xD I was just bouncing around all over the place and sobered up in the hot tub when it finally got hot enough at midnight haha. There was some creep watching us through the window at the house next door. Kinda reminded me of Disturbia. Oh and someone went missing, well he locked his keys and phone in his car and there was puke all over the place in the front seat. After looking everywhere, they found the guy sleeping in his trunk. I myself, didn't sleep till 4:30am, crashing on Jill's couch and had to be in Stockton by 9 the next morning. That was lovely >_>

I forgot to give Jill her copy of the rafting trip pictures, nor did I give Cory his PSP games back. Sometimes it feels like I never get enough time to catch up with some people  :[

Underneath. I'm calling for. One more chance to believe.

I had a blast at JEELS little gathering last night. Went up to Tracy about 6pm and bought some snacks at Wal-mart near her house first. As soon as I left the store, I noticed all the traffic lights went out and all the lights were out at Jill's house. So we were all like "PARTY IN THE DARK!" I should have brought my glow sticks and cheap light saber.

Power came back on an hour or so later. We started playing little drinking games. I only played "Quarters" for a bit and Meg kept giving me vodka shots and Jello shots. After like 7 of those and being drunk, I pushed all of Meg's continuous offerings away lol. I kinda watched the others play Beer Pong, well vaguely.

(Lol favorite screen_capture. Meg.JEEL.Me.Cory.Hemi.)

We played Just Dance 2 at one point and I danced to 'Iko Iko' with Meg and sang it at the same time, even filling in the added Captain Jack lyrics during the instrumental pauses to it. That was after splashing around in the Hot tub for several hours. I sobered up towards the end of the night and downed 5 big glasses of water before falling asleep on the couch at 3am. O_o

Woke up at 7am and drove home to get ready for work asap and fought a 10-7 shift with stomach pains. I survived thankfully.

I also joined In-shape sports gym next to my work on Friday. I went over to ask about rates after talking to several customers at my work who go there and I kinda joined a spur of the moment type thing. I'm really happy I joined but I'm also like "what the fuck did I just do all of a sudden?" xD well it waived the major sign up fees. Tomorrow after work is my first personal trainer session so hopefully it goes well :3

And you know it's begun from the crack of the guns & the screams from the miles of babes

The summer is ending quite excellent, well I went on a rafting trip in the same raft with Jill, Hemi, Cory, Michie, Michelle, Edwin and Aaron xD I almost drowned at one point (not really I had a life jacket on but the current was trying to push me away pretty fast) and mud wrestled at another point. The rafting trip was fun and really crazy so I'm looking forward to next year on the American River.

I also got a labret piercing. It's still healing. At least my store manager saw it and told me to take it out when the supervisors come in. So i guess I'm in the clear, but I hope it doesn't get infected. I'm switching the piercings much more than I should.

Classes started again. I like my math 017A class so far I think, except for I'll have to solve problems and present them to the class eventually. I'm waiting for my book to come in. I also like weight training and hope to get stronger this semester.

Right now I'm listening to BBC podcasts, because someday I would love to speak with a British accent xD

I can hear Serenade

I had an amazing weekend. Except for work being crazy busy today.

I visited Jill up in Tracy and me, Jill, Hemi and Cory went to P.F Changs to eat. (The Boiling Crab was the original plan but it was too crowded/far so maybe another time.) Jill and I shared the VIP duck, which was pretty good and joked about eating Cory's friend (Cory feeds the ducks at his wildlife sanctuary workplace).

Then we came back to Jill's and had a bunch of Jello shots and Jager bomb's and played Just Dance 2 for the Wii, my first time playing it. I did horrible at that. But I shaked them hips ;D Then we hooked up CoD MW2 and even though it was for PS3 (different controls) and splitscreen (I hate sharing a screen with other people) I still kicked all the guys butt's at it ;O

Me, Jill and Michie :3

Later on after a simultaneous shot of Tequila, we all climbed into the hot tub and Jill acted violently drunk but in a lulzy worthy way. I only got a little buzzed and stopped drinking cause I wanted to be able to drive home but I still acted crazy because everyone drunk around me acts crazy and their aura kinda rubs off on me to be crazy which amused some of Jill's friends there.

So from like 12-3 in the morning we were all loud and screaming and playing games in the hot tub (neighbors musta loved us) but it was an awesome time ;O and then I drove home about 4 in the morning. Peaceful having the freeway in the dark all to myself. 

Today, after I got off work at 7- I was surprised to see Robby parked next to my car waiting for me (my phone was shut off) and I followed him to Dairy Queen. I got a Banana split there and we went to his dad's house. Robby's dad was playing in the pool with the kids and I jumped in, work clothes and all lol and it felt soooo goood after working in 100 degree weather for 8 hours constantly getting carts.

Then we shot off Fireworks, a $50 box assortment of TNT. Haha the neighbors had the really expensive box that shot off actual fireworks all the way into the sky but we had quite the assortment that was fun to watch and I lit half of them at least x3 I loved the pretty colors! My favorite ones were the little flower spin bombs that rolled for a short time and changed color. I wish they lasted longer though.

Robby called it the Flashbang xD!

I drove home and my neighbors across the street are lighting the same fireworks that I did earlier xD The sound is freaking out my mom atm.

A shining new era is tip toe-ing near

 Tigers are the most beautiful creatures to me.

Right now I'm watching The Lion King on youtube. Haha. It's my favorite movie from when I was little :3 I still love it a lot and wish I had someone to watch it with right now.

I bought a Four Loko mostly cause they are banned in California. (Though you can still find em) But I haven't drank it, and I'm not sure if I'm going to lol I doubt I could finish a whole one anyways, so don't worry. If I even do drink it, it's not like I'm gonna drink more than one and die. Fluffy said if I drink four in one day I would die, which is probably true. xP

I also dyed my hair today, black of course but still kept some of the red in but not as much as I had before. I never know if I wanna strip my hair and try to go brown-ish again or get highlights or what so I just keep dyeing it black since it's easy and I like it. And customers always make my day when they compliment my hair ;D especially the ones that are surprised I do my own hair like 95% of the time. Also had a customer compliment me and Zong's name today lol cause our names are unique.